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because what is this month?!

It is exactly a month since my last newsletter and from then to now is world’s apart. Time moves and stretches and timelines really do collapse. I read these letters back to get a sense of the nature of the time travel. Which direction it is moving – currently it is hurtling forward at break neck speed. Magic is real.

In the space of a week:

• I am no longer in contact with the person I couldn’t imagine not being in my life

• our life chapter ended swiftly (brutally), but self compassion and all them tings there

• learnt how fucked my relationship with fear is (but I’m cracking it)

• made it to my 12th house protection year (and the shit they say about it is real)

• I felt my heart soften in a very clear way

• I laughed till my stomach hurt – on a vineyard – in Madeira

• held the gaze of someone I feel so much ease around; right down to my bones

• realised they *too* had/have their own spring cleaning to do… for now I’m here for the experience (until intention swoops in)

• I am grieving and softening (simultaneously)

• I am witnessing how perfectly grief and hope can co-exist – it’s actually so poetic

• tried a new strain of my favourite psychedelic

Q.

What have you learnt in the last week?

What has retrograde season been serving you?

How are you spending your rainy Venus day?